___bradley;; & his yum yum.

omg

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 22:38:31 GMT

Music:
"Fury of the Storm"
Dragonforce

lol update?

no time for shaving

Sat, 20 May 2006 16:15:36 GMT

Music:
"Alaska"
Between the Buried and Me

correction

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 18:38:11 GMT

Music:
Acceptance
"Rerun (Live)"

i'm doing just fine

as the days get slower

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 19:52:56 GMT

Music:
Gatsby's American Dream
"Conterfeit Language"

idk.
lately, ive been feeling
...weird. like something isnt right.

Last night, I had so much more to say, but I honestly didn't feel like telling you everything, so I purposefully chose to write about it TODAY so I wouldn't have that much to remember. I hate remembering bad feelings, old feelings, because it gets you absolutely nowhere, except downhill.

NOT TRUE!

As most people should, I tend to look at the past to learn. Constantly educating myself. It's the one oppurtunity people usually never choose to take advantage of. And even though I'm always learning something new, it feels as though I am never caught up enough. I am still always fucking something up.

Then again, I decided to 'quit' again for the second time. This time is fosho, though. No giving up. I always give up too easily. I feel that I always need to make myself happy, even if it's wrong. Sometimes, you just gotta grow up and make some sacrifices. In the end, I know it's all going to pay off.

My hair is growing too long. Lauren doesn't want me to cut it, so I'll wait until after prom, I guess. Speaking of which, I was really excited to hang out with her after the dance, but I guess she has other plans. The thing is.. sex wasn't even the thing on my mind at all. She's just a fucking awesome girl to be around, and I love talking to her. But whatever.

Oh man, girls, girls, girls. Okay, so I lied. Girls. I'm not a pimp, nor that attractive/charming at all. Anyways, I just finally discovered that I become too easily attached. It sucks. I've come to the conclusion that having high hopes usually only leads you to being disappointed. Stay away from it.

The weather is shitty. I think when the weather isn't so great, I tend to hide behind my hair and cry for hours and hours (LOL just kidding of course). But seriously, crappy weather makes me feel crappy.

On a final note: You think you know more about myself than I do, but you're wrong. Nobody can ever say who I am, but me.

late night procrastination

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 06:03:19 GMT

Music:
Haste the Day
"Long Way Down"

so i took out
my neck piercing today...

i've been a bad boy

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 06:50:19 GMT

Music:
Acceptance
Black Lines to Battlefields

^_^

moving on up

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 20:30:30 GMT

Music:
Catherine
"Denigration Makes John Doe Angry"

so...
i passed
all of my fucking classes!

comp sci. 141: B
comp sci. 102: B-
calculus_3 143: A-
pub. speaking 101: B+

looks like i won't be needing to take computer science 102 again next quarter like i thought i was going to have to do. i fuckin pwned that class like no other! i'm still so surprised that i did so well. hooray for a killer-ass gpa, too! d000d. my parents are gonna be hella proud. :]

caliskrilla

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 23:41:09 GMT

Music:
The Academy Is
"Almost Here"

sun. sun. sun.
sun. rain. rain.
rain. rain. rain.
rain. cloudy. sun.
rain. rain. cloudy.
cloudy. cloudy. rain.

YO CALI! listen to a broseph.
you're fucking up my plans. rawfles.

in_and_quickly_out

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 06:16:50 GMT

Music:
Paris Is Burning
"Story of Courage"

k.
new s/n.
"oh x x crap".
im me sometime.
thank you for your time.

omgzz, beatdown! at the disco

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 09:33:13 GMT

damn, this is boring.
i remember why i left lj again.

This Took Me Way Too Long

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 10:42:46 GMT

Music:
Circa Survive
"The Glorious Nosebleed"

Words of Wisdom:
"Download. It's cheaper."

So... as I've been saying, I've been trying to look for a hobby lately.

And I was bored and decided to make a quick, little comic.

Holy "shit-niggas".

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 08:46:27 GMT

Music: Point Taken || "Wishing You Had Wings"
Words of Wisdom: "Watch out for tricky tricksters."
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According to Reliable Sources,
we have a new 10 dolla bill in plaaace.
And I heard it's off the chain. Jk loll.

Seriously, here it is though.

Looks like Hamilton is biting off Jackson's style. Tisk tisk..

And now, allow me to present to you... a brief history of the 10 Dolla bill.

Look at the last one. It looks so unhappy. LOL

In More Recent, Not to Mention, Good News

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 08:33:55 GMT

Music: As Blood Runs Black || "Before the Break of Dawn"
Words of Wisdom: "Beer tastes good. It does. Try it sometime."
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so i dont't really rmeber what i was going ot type. it was proabbly gonna be prety stupid though, like this. yes, i have been drinking beeeeer. because it tastes good, and i dont have class tomorow. which is hella good. dude, my username has got to be the gayest thing ever. im2good2btru. thats fos fucking gaya hahahah, but you know, i deal with it. cuz i gotta. and hella yeah. seriously thougnh, the traste of beer has finally become good to me, but idk if that s a good thing or abad thingm. fuck due, im hella lightweight, too lightweight. time to go negative ass jenny graigs'. and gain some people. "yes doctor, i wanna gain weiht". fuck, not docotr. i meant.. trainer. or someting, fuck i dontk now.

ddue , fuck i just remember finals are this week. thats hella gona blow. but im ready. lol, iuve been jhella studying all day. dont even say it. i know nwhat youre thinkinmg, yues, its gay. and it is. trust me. but it'll be worth it in th end. i feel like jacking off to maryanne's livejournal pics, brb. hahahahahahahahahahahaha . jk niggas. ho shit. but seriously, im going to. jk.

anywyas, moving on, dude, are you guys having fun reading this right now? i hope so, cuz im just gonna continue typing. holy shit. did that lastn sentence have 0 typos in it/ hahahaha hella sickk.. but seriuously, .......i didnt really have anything to say there.. fuck, lol. but seriously im kinda geting tired of typing.

leave me comments. [lol, i neverr thought i'd say that agian.]

Walk #1 of 1932481523

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 05:40:39 GMT

Music: Paris is Burning || "Business Associates"
Words of Wisdom: "Never actually listen to my words of wisdom."
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I never realized how much taking a walk by yourself gives you time to think about shit. I don't know if it's just because I have quite a bit on my mind, or what. It just started with me in my room, craving some Panda Express. Since I've literally been in my room the whole day studying, I figured I'd give myself a break and take a walk over to Panda's.

I guess I just realized how unhappy I've been lately. It's not that I'm depressed or whatever, I'm just not as happy as I've been. And I honestly can't figure out what started it. Maybe the freezing ass weather. [I hate it when it's cold.] ...or something, idk. Or a better question... why haven't I done anything about it? But then again, what can I do about it? It's not like you can just make yourself feel better. That would make life way too easy.

Wow, writing down all my thoughts at once is harder than I thought it would be. Well, I guess what I'm trying to get at, is that I feel like I'm trying to fit into a society, where I'm not wanted. I live in a world where people are quick to judge. It's a part of life, yes. I just wish people gave me the chance to let me be me. Constant stares, distant chuckles, it's gheeyy.

Anyways, when I got to McDonald's (Panda was closed :[ ..boo), some guy noticed my potleaf shoes and complimented them and so-forth. The walk back just consisted of me thinking about the time since I quit smoking weed. It's been downhill since then. I miss the days when I would drive to that perfect spot, or not-so-perfect spot, and just enjoy the next few hours. I miss those days. I just haven't been that happy since I quit. Is it just because now I'm filled with nothing to do? Because I constantly find myself bored with my life. I seriously need a fucking hobby. Or a job. Or a girlfriend. Or something..

Like I said, I don't understand where all of this is coming from. I just figured I'd share my thoughts I had on my short journey. Thanks :]

The Second Begininng

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 04:13:44 GMT

Music: Underoath || "Letting Go of Tonight"
Words of Wisdom: "Live happy with your moustache."
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a nigga once told me:
"never lose your faith"

and that's exactly why i decided
to bring my LJ
back from the dead.

stay tuned.

p.s. this is what really brought my back. click -> (niggazz)